...639

a sudden hesitate of everything... dates, flow, schedule, budget.
hm....

b.

...640

no any updates from any parties recently. yet , asked bro raymond about the delivery charge of a gown, it should be fun to do such thing. plus, kind of searching the initial idea of the pre-wedding shot. since my cousins haven't reply me with photographer selections, perhaps, i will have that for lunch - like a dessert. ha!

alright, begining of the day , and thanks god!

B

...641

airticket to pi is booked. will be out of town 8 days in coming oct. booking the ticket is only the first step. there are still a series of preparation needed. fear not b.

time to go for a detail timeline.

by the way, great to know my planned leave did not crush my good friend's big day!

pheww....

b.

...642

a little bit move on the past weekend. financial. we went to the bank and keep the candy from gov. well. ha.
afterwards, we went to watch a drama about marriage. they gave a special offer for us ! cause we are getting marry , haha , nice. positive point of view about marriage from this drama.

at night, happy 30th anniversary for my parents. :)

B

...645

a short phone meeting after receiving info from mum. tho there are some follow up needed, things are still moving on. ready for it , b?
might take some time about that. going to review the budget i wrote before and see how things gonna happen in a reasonable yet exciting new way.

1. contact venue in charge to ask clearer details with the rate.

2. contact local travel agency and get an idea about group tour.

3. contact pi cousin to ask about local tour , including accomodation and transportation arrangement. (terrible)

4. search for potential pi photographer for FUN shoot during our examine visit in oct 2012.

5. be ready to inform all friends and relatives earlier to make sure we got the approx. numbers for all quotations. (this will happen once design bb is done!)

6. do the timeline !

endeavor endeavor endeavor

b.

...646

was struggling with joint bank issue this am.
was solving with joint bank issue this am.
solved this am.

ha.

always need immediate actions.
might be good , might be bad.

b.

...647

happy to receive this, no matter what it is about.

...649

about 1 year 9 month to go. i will be terribly busy recently, hope there will be more updates on the progress about the upcoming wedding soon.
we are please that we compromised the direction and style of the wedding in a good way. next step is to gather the info my mum got and to evaluate our overall budget. if possible, there should be a visiting trip for that beforehand.

going to be more excited.

Luv,
B

...652

called and confirmed with the foccus seminar on 9th aug.
nice! hmm...what's next?

...654 trying to keep the positive mood. Foccus called for the pre seminar. That would be on 9th of Aug hopefully. Plus，i found two readings already ；） B

..655
the letter is mailed updated by k. we stepped out! hoooray!! see what is god's next plan on us!
meanwhile, i am trying to keep a good exercise routine so to maintain a healthier body. this is not aiming to loss weight (of course , i welcome it, ha). i am trying not to think too much of the negative side. i am trying not to too worry about my jobs. jobs is just a jobs. i am trying to live.
i am trying to walk out from the depression. pray.

luv
b

...656

thank you for yoyoma's advices.Things back in to normal with the words " communication". and the way of communication i learnt this time? share thoughts, understand others concern, and move.
big lesson to be good in life. hope to release my pressure from life. hope to get out from the shadow of depression. pray, to God and please lift me up...to the starting line.
more of the updates. k helped with the cheque and hope the before-marriage classes will move smooth with application.

after this is done. there will be another step. there are angels guiding us all the time.

B.

658。 i am at a corner of breaking all things up

...659

(blank & empty)
why ,pulling me down to the ground?
why, pulling me down to this un-living land?

b.

... 660

Temporary stop searching or going more depth on this 'occasion'


I just need a break
and a prove.


b.

... 661

now, i feel hesitated. very.
with such situation, i understand how bad my brother feels.
sighed.


b.

...662

+ve -ve

There are always ups and downs along the process. Get used to it and please go.
move ,
move ,
move... or else , you will get stuck . forever.

b.

DATE INFORMED TO CHURCH I should have update more about the status. Last Saturday ,5th May 2012 , we informed and invited Father Yip for the upcoming wedding. He return with useful information about classes before marriage. The date is so called confirmed and there are more to plan ahead. Mum will be visiting pi soon and there will be some more venue information returning I supposed. See what God leads us to. B.

THE ENGAGEMENT

So , this blog is going to change its nature a bit from now on.


For the countdown ...
For the informative updates ...
For the journey records...


1.10 months to go!


Got some "chinese traditional wedding instructions" for my beloving brother's wed.
A bit ....complex , yet, should be exciting doing all of these stuff.


Enjoy!


B